Thinking aloud

I CAN'T BELIEVE MY STUPIDITY!

wasted a hell lot of time when i forgot to bring my documents out today. Supposed to be printing stuff at my dad's office after an entire afternoon of sourcing for the particular paper at popular bookstore. AND of all days, murphy's law had to be applied today. Singtel broadband had a major mess-up and hence, my dad couldn't access the internet, wasted my 2 hours at his office today. argh!! (and now the design doesnt look orange from my printer! yikes... its brown! oh no........ )

The special personality is in camp now and i'm missing his presence. Trying not to get mushy and all but a simple phone call from him made my entire day! The frustration i felt at my dad's office dissipated within that short 15 minutes. =) Thank you, Mr Ho!

Learnt a great deal today, regarding the anticipation and trepidation of starting afresh in an entirely new complicated environment. A student from the pioneer batch of Temasek Poly, my mom's ex student gave me a whole bucket of advice. To sum it up, I need to learn to fall and pick myself up again. Learn to change and adapt and find a best bud to be there for life. Trust shouldn't be something freely given, have the mentality and expectation to be exposed to the ugly reality. She made everything sounds so scary, yet its basically a verbal factual account of what that have been going through my mind.

Am i prepared to face all that?