There's something about Rey

There's something about Rey which makes him extremely special. I can't pin point it, i can't even decipher what. It's his sense of maturity, his level of thinking. It's his sensitiveness, him being nice but entirely not possessive. It's his way of handling things, the way he makes me be myself. It's how his every sms makes me smile, his calls makes me happy, his presence makes me comfortable. It's when he says he'll do it, he really accomplished it. Even when i think it's literally impossible. Credibility and determination means alot to me. It's the way he looks at things that is so different from how others view it, the way he simply thinks keeps me in awe. It's how we're so alike, he says the same things i want to. It's our CC frequency, the common set of values and thinking, right Rey?

Like become Love just a couple of hours ago. When it strikes, cupid's arrow, it simply does. Its the indescribe-able feeling, the one only your heart knows. Deciding to be friends first had been a wise decision for it opens our eyes to one's character and behavior. How the other behaves in a group, the way of executing decisions. I guess a important factor to a relationship is the acceptance of your partner in the eyes of your other loves ones, your friends, your family. Being beings, social acceptance is a comfort to one's soul. No man is an island and one can't just isolate himself and his partner away from the disapproving eyes. You're happy when everyone you care for is happy for you. A heavy lesson i've learnt, and a whole lot of difference it really made.

While I don't know when we'll decide to bring our friendship to another level, I'm soaking every minute of it. New, crazy experiences shared together (i.e carrying my 2X1 metre board from Damai to Bedok Ria, walking a whole lot of miles together,the exploring of food and new areas, the sharing of memories and housework!) brings out different dimensions of him and made me know myself even better. It'll always be cherished.

Being finally able to bring myself to blog all this is already a re-birth for me. I'm no longer bogged down by my past and no longer afraid of anything my past holds. It's a fresh, new and happy experience i want to share with my world of friends! Blogging such stuff brings flak, but I am no longer afraid of being judged, for he himself doesn't. Knowing Rey has made me a better person.

I really want this to work. To those who would simply brush this aside and say it'll be a matter of months before a new one comes along, i would have no comments. This CC relationship is unique and special, i'm just gonna have faith. Thank you for being part of my life, Rey!