Friday, July 01, 2005

DrFun today.

I'm so tired i can barely open my eyes.

But i got stories to tell, incidents to relate.

How do you feel, when you're doing things against your conscience and being caught by doing it?

I felt so lousy, using a lightbox to redo my work today.

And then getting caught by my lecturer.

Then tears poured.

Call me a drama mama,

but i really can't help it.

I felt so bad.

At least getting caught made me submit an honest work at the end.

I don't think he intended to give me a C.

I think he's being sympathetic.

Yet comforted by the concern poured in.

I guess i'm not as neglected as i thought I am.

Joie bought me M&M chocolates,

Kailing comforted me once and again.

Dorothy pat me on my shoulders,

Christina kept telling me to stop crying,

Bradley and Timothy whacked me on my head.

A display of concern?

I wonder.

I think i'm a crybaby.

I really didn't mean to.

My darling spoke to me like I was a delicate baby,

ready to break even at a volume one stop too loud.

So many thoughts were going on in my head,

what drove me to such desperation to do something so against my conscience.

Which appeared really funny to my friends,

Have you ever cheated before, they asked.

Guess, i'll say to them.

I'm really lucky, I didn't realise it till today.

Thank you so much dear friends,

Hong Wen for that little message you dropped me on friendster,

that word of encouragement, allowing me to know i'm not the only one.

Charlene for once telling me to pia for assignments,

you may not know the tremendous effect it had on me,

Joie for those chocolates,

little gestures says a thousands words.

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