a whole lot of substances dreams can knock into you.

i've been having broken sleep.
the stress is immensely tremendous.

in the twenty winks i caught last night,
i figured if we get a petition going around,
approach the all 5 courses mangers and pull them down to earth.
grab the lecturers who are pro-semesters teaching,
and beg my half-chemist mom to spell the stress and thoughts of design students into words and equations The Chemist can understand.
only then,
maybe we can do something about the towering, annoying blocks.

in my sleep, i figured several solutions to works i'm doing.
i keep repeating myself, asking what more can be explored in the work.
the short days we have are not enough,
i have to use even my precious twitching to think about work.

i thought about how i want to ask my careperson to mentor a project i want to take up.
in my free upcoming block and the several more to come.
because i feel i don't learn much nowadays,
and that my portfolio is gonna sucks.
i figured, maybe i can try this avenue.
but there's a BIG but.
my careperson doesnt really care that much. (but she's a hell lot of knowledge and kindness ok.)

i can't sleep well.
i haven't been eating well (due to the 9am-3pm blocks i have).
my body is dying.

i have no qualms about datelines, honest.
its just the conceptalising, the developmental process has been chopped.
even niao lecturers close one eye now.

holy crap. will our standards drop?
does anyone knows if Laselle/Nafa allows entry to second year due to design background?

and yesh, i dreamt that sentence last night as well.