i knew i love you before i met you.

i know this page has been stagnant,
i could almost whiff the unpleasant stale smell.

hah.
its just too much holiday-ing to put up a post.
and,
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I'M GOING TO JAPAN!

School trip, taking History of Photography, with visits to photography museums and cameras stores!!
The best part, I'm extending my stay by 6 days. Disneysea, here I come!
Tons of things I wanna check out within Tokyo,
am going to head to some buddhist festival going on,
amazing visuals for photos.
It's really rushed, we're leaving this sunday.
Can't believe the destination I've always wanted to go, all my hopes nurtured over the years,
is finally coming to realisation!

BUT,
despite all the excitment. I'm really upset that my closer friends won't be able to join me in the trip.
The people going, seems quite random, not that I really know them well.
Well, buddy Chai's coming, some consolation in that.
And I know, with alot of people telling me these, that i'm one lucky ass.

Guilty in spending so much out of my parents pocket,
extending a full 6 days even.
I know great guys who even published their own scientic papers,
learning jap for years just to be able to head there someday.
I feel like I'm not deserving of this.
Aye.

I'm really trying to shrimp,
going to do my best for this subject,
and will let the amount of money spent on this be well spent.

will be gone for 16 days.
not yet, this sunday.
from now till sunday,
there's lots of planning and packing to do.
ciao!