hello boyfriend,

I got so much to say but since you knocked off, dozed off, snoring in lala land, I say my piece here. The very lovely girl I've met in church was indeed an air stewardess before, and guess what, she has a bf in the design industry too! Kinda like you and me, one in Banking the other in Design. Odd thing is that she doesn't feel part of this industry she was in, more in tuned with we arty farty people than the business world. She's so sweet, she promises she'll help me tap into her network of past TP design grads. No wonder I feel chemistry with her, its like she kinda understand the differences we faced sometimes, and yet she's so much more like me. Her bf being as "stable" as you.

Have you heard about N yet? No i think. For the past one month, I got this lecturer breathing down everyone's neck in school right now, stressing those without a job and publicity congradualating those who got it. And with that unneccessary stress, I've been having more frequent panic attacks, less meals, more eyestrain from perfecting the portfolio, checking of mail more, talking about nothing but SIP with fellow schoolmates, thinking about nothing but SIP, dreaming about nothing but SIP. Do you know that? Being at Bugis the whole day walking to places to find that damn place that actually cross process slides. The stress is even uncomparable to that of O Level years. Relic sent me yet another email stating that she'll find us companies if we haven't got companies' offer. I will swim in a nightmare tonight!

In that midst, i bumped into KC, who have asked me to do archiving for his films for SIP. He being so nice, and i ever being so kan-chiong-y, probably ruffled some feathers being so curt and rushy and rude. In which I hope he gets my sincere apology thru the sms I sent him later. He mentioned R mentioned about me and something about my works, and have yet again insist I try for R's company C. I almost died on the spot when both KC and DS scrutinized my portfolio, and than went out to take a smoke. TKN was there too, two bald heads peeping out of Simple Digital. Let me test your knowledge, I think you don' understand all the shortforms I'm using but I'm pretty sure Dorothy and Junhao do. *Winks*

I died in RCIA today. What's his name... Gabriel! was talking today.... in that veryyyyy monoootonous voice. So I really struggled to listen, but I got lost somehow. And than while writing and listening (to keep me focused), I doodled Gabriel and caused some giggles among the inquirers. Whatever I wanted to ask you, I think I now forgot. But anyway, there was nonetheless new information learnt, and of course, Gabriel is indeed a very knoweldgable man.

My dear godma's didn't make it again today. Someone in her family passed away and she had to attend the wake. Today was a frantic day of trying to contact her and yet stranded because my new e-900 (which you have yet to actually see it) was out of life. All phonebooths in Singapore don't seem to accept phonecards anymore!!!

I thought of popping by your office area for lunch but He probably made my e-900 died so I couldn't contact anyone. I had yun tun mian that was suprisingly up to my standard, no chilli of course, at a reasonable price in Bugis today. I like the soup and that fried yun tun that came with it. If we ever do head there for a date, maybe we can pop by.

Lastly, at 3pm I was hopping around with that heavy bag which I lugged around my laptop with. The pictures I shot underwater yesterday turned out really really nice! There was streaks of light falling on justin, in which he posed in somewhat the exact position I wanted it too. Fei was really nicely portrayed in her pale skin and red lipstick, surrounded in blue water. Can you just imagine?! I love it so much. The light that fell thru the ripples, the bubbles of the jump. Gosh, maybe I might just start a series on underwater fashion photography! (i can hear you sighing) Haha. I told you it will just get crazier each day. My whole body is aching from that amount of vigourous holding-of-breath-to-take-photos, and tracking in water to stay afloat while waiting for my models to jump in.

This is probably the longest conversation I have with you in days (maybe weeks). I did so, such that we don't lag in information no more. At least for today. Goodnight dear, love you.

Byebye.

Oh. and I'm moving out of my room because relatives are coming. Grandma is here already and I promised I'll talk to her tml but I think i won't be home. And cousin will be staying overnight tml which probably means I can't talk long to you tml again.

Okie. Goodnight.