Lead me to Your way.

thinking about it,
I'm not so sure why I so badly want it.

Actually maybe,
if some other offer occurs before I make the commitment,
I might just for that too.

Speaking to my uncle seriously for the first time,
I realised he's such a rational, logical and smart person.
Weighing the pros and cons in ways my parents never manage to convey to me.

Otherwise apart from all these holding back,
today's interview went just great.
I'm starting to believe in the power of a prayer,
how much it can soothes your soul and calm your wild fears,
all because you believe Someone Else will watch over you.
Hmm.

There's also alot of frantic phonecalls
and preparation to begin once the answer comes in.
I'm so looking forward to it,
yet being so unsure at the same time.
Gee.
Lead me to Your way.