the last i will ever talk of him.

I'm quite sure Monday is results day and for the first time, i am very anxious and worried to know if i really did messed the final few chapters of this phrase of my life around for guy who proved in all little actions, that he didn't care for me at all. Because to witness a near-perfect score dissolved by a foolish, naive attempt on my part to believe a fakery, will be too much for me to handle.

Today is a significant day because i woke up with "that"; realising the foolishness and irrationality of the whole situation and the position I am placing myself by longing for something so temporal. I am not walking away, I am already done walking away.

So yes, another huge milestone in my life.
A story that only lasted a meagre pathetic 30 days.

I am worrying.