troubles.

i think i just want to be a little more normal today than to try to portray my thoughts in a more abstract way.
 
i'm troubled. there's no denying this fact. while it seems to the entire world that i'm happy, i just feel like i got nowhere to channel my words and thoughts.

I LOVE this GIrl!!! says:
if i love u i will let u go no matter how diff it is don't worry i will be fine...

I LOVE this GIrl!!! says:
really

I LOVE this GIrl!!! says:
don;t worry spread your wings and choose your path, i will support you fully
 
somehow i feel like i have hurt a particular loved one. i love her and respect her from my bottom of my heart. honestly i do, perhaps the choices i am going to make have to have her in consideration. i love you, mrs oon.
 
i ought to count my blessings. having several friends who pledged to be by me always, i know i'm lucky. joshua, my guides sisters. i don't know about the others.. although the unexpected happens when you expects least.

I LOVE this GIrl!!! says:
don't worry of wat i want... like i say i love u enough to let u go
 
friendship takes time to cultivate and time to grow. perhaps i am asking too much from people who are unable to give me that much within such a short period of time.
 
vanessa! i really love you and i'm willing to give you time. though i hope something will work out from it. i hope there will be a time where i can read your thoughts without listening to your words, to be able to be truly myself.
 
I LOVE this GIrl!!! says:
I know we share a special bond and nothing will change that
 
 
i am not alone... am i?