Airhead.

I don't know why i'm not blogging so often. It feels like i don't think as much, or as deep. Things have been pretty superficial nowadays, with Miss Djie not using much of her head. That's bad, cos that's pretty bimboic isn't it?

I think , like Stephanie, i'm feeling pretty disconnected to the world too. Apart from not being able to get my usual daily dosage of news from the papers, my life simply surrounds school, work, home. Even Rey just get the usual allocated time at night. That's bad, really bad. Everything has become about datelines, schedules and assignments. I need a life! Something apart from all this work, not that i'm not enjoying myself, but something to keep me active and moving. I need a CCA!

Signing up ONLY for toastmasters have been a foolish decision. Now that i am totally not interested in it, for certain private reasons, I'm left with nothing! Considering to seriously and actively work my way to the Lady Baden Powell Award, which is estimated to take me till 2007, with certain prerequisites laid in way and perhaps be more active at Singapore Girl Guides HQ level... Is it a wise decision?

There isn't a fixed group of friends i hang out with, it varies day to day and it just doesn't give me a certain sense of security. I don't think i'm exactly complaining about it, it just... makes me feel queer. If i'm ever thrown into a situation where I can't handle, i don't know who i'll be calling. (apart from Rey, of cos)

I think i'm overworking my right side of my brain. I can't put my thoughts into words, my ideas into something people around me can understand. I'm not even pronouncing my words right!

Someone save me, please!