a changed (wo)man

the realisation hit me like a pang in the stomach.

i suddenly saw how much i have changed, ever since I've been attached for like the longest time.

i used to behave so much more like a girl than a woman before, a teenager instead of a nagging friend.

how back in NY, i could proudly say I used to be more "happening" than any in my OG, my CT.

more fun-loving, more in-tune with my feminine, flirty side.

gosh. it's been such a whirlwind ride. i don't know if the change was for the good.

its just been over a year, yet it felt like i aged a century.

love changes everything huh. make you more domesticated, more subtle, more.... boring

sigh.