I remember.

a long time ago.
i was like the girl rey's brother described.

when a suitor is near
although you could clearly see him from the corner of your eye,
you look away,
pretending to talk to a friend.
Or,
you whip out your phone and pretend to busy-text.
whatever it is,
you just nervously avoid his eye contact.

Lol. I had a great laugh,
for I never knew all of us behaves the exact same way.
I got reminded of sweet painful memories
that now seem so long long time ago.