for someone who has been rather obsessed with academic progression,
i've seemingly slacked a great deal in my concentration towards school stuff.

the project has formally begun and yet I don't feel the pressing need to constantly push to seek improvement.
I am sorely aware of my weaknesses in photographic terms, and reminded severely yet again today.
I should stop dreaming and stop being overly falsely confident,
WORK IT STEF!

Dependency is bad for oneself.
I need to feel like an island with no support to strive for perfection again.
Arghs.

How come I don't feel the pressure for Crit one?