some things shouldn't matter,
but it still matters a huge deal to me anyway.

why huh.

been on my feet the entire day, no time for breakfast lunch dinner nor even a pee.
wonder if i did lose any weight, somehow the fats that should remain, felt like it shrunk. whilst fats that should disappear seemed happily rooted where they are.

anyway.

memory disintegrate so fast that it is almost sad... and somewhat scary.
rey now looked so much like a stranger, even with the two years of stories between us.
the sense of familiarity, or even the understanding of knowing another, just seemed dissolved.

edward is getting married tomorrow,
suddenly it semmed like alot of people are saying I do.
And at this immediate moment in my life,
i think wedding and marriages are scary. and awfully painful and stressful to watch.
eee. enough about the topic for me already.

i should sleep.
i want to go clubbing sometime too.
:(
nights.