Nicole

I sat with her the whole of yesterday. Nicole, the person I always watched in fascination for a unique and abstract perception. And so I listened to her, her words, her thinking, her stories. What struck me was her willingness and ability to easily open up to me, to tell me her feelings and emotions. We had all along clicked, but time had never been something we shared. Yet spending a day with her visited issues of depth that I've never spoke to the people I often hang out with.

Maybe its us, weird thinking and somewhat abstract, that binds us together. We talked about her dog (that passed away), history, what we regret in life, where we would have been. We talked about getting pregnant, about abortions, about deformed babies. So much, so deep. Together we argued with Mr Cho and his concepts, challenged views and proposed new ideas.

The warm fuzzy feeling of a new friend, a promise of comprehension of another's soul. So much array of emotions went through me. Question was what I have did the past entire year. Who are my friends, who will i stay in contact with? Nicole somehow breathe promise to my dying faith. Maybe there are still indeed people I want to keep in contact with. Maybe there are true friends I click with. Just that i chose not to look into it.

I told her we shall continue discussing and talk after O's. Tuesdays at Gelare. I hope this childish dream of mine will come through someday.