Too much thoughts.

Eventful day. I wonder what pleasure you derive from unlocking someone's padlock and then locking it again with another password. I find it retarded, an invasion to someone's privacy. I don't appreciate the humour, nor do i find the amusement in it. I seriously don't understand the whole purpose of it. Aye...So was it right for me to relate the incident to the victim? Or should I have just kept quiet about it?

Felt like hugging Stephanie today. That's totally off, and it sounds lesbian-ny i know. But with all that she's going through, being in the exact same size of shoes before, I seriously admire her patience and her will to try in her relationship. It just felt like she needed a hug, but then, she's not that kind of girl. =S It feels nice spending time together, working our asses off and her reminding me not to get myself involved in the meaningless conversation going on in "Monkey's Kingdom". We even pulled off that unprepared presentation at Marketing for Designers together, just me and her adding one line to the other's speech. Seems like we can coordinate well. *winks*

And lastly, there was Nancy. The Nancy. She actually lives down my road, and together we boarded the same bus home today. Sitting side by side, feeling awfully stressed throughout the whole journey. Like a should-i-talk-to-her-or-should-i-just-keep-quiet thing, the longest journey i had from school. Then again, I don't know what's the fuss cause I don't think she's the meanest teacher around, neither is she the nicest. Just, no opinion. Oh well.... It's just the design "culture" thing about her, I guess.

This culture thing is hooking on me. Learned about consumers culture/subculture, which i think our school is totally full of it. Our identity, our behaviour, our culture. Then again, its not as if I'm quite part of it, but its the whole I'm-proud-to-be-in-Design thing!

Oh, and I met my Vice Principal of Damai at the canteen earlier in Design school this morning. Having breakfast with his sons and nephews. And he couldn't even recognise me, nor even remembered I'm from Damai. It made me ponder, all these years being active in CCA, school and all, he still didn't recognise me! Do people high up there in position don't bother about the very essence that makes up the organisation? The touch of being personal, being concerned about our welfare, the student's growth, is it all gone? Sincerity, does it fade with modern times? Was there even any to begin with?

George Ng, my lecturer for Marketing of Design questioned the personal value of "saving time". I say its our modern way of living, here in our culture, in singapore. Where datelines are continously pushing us, where we constantly think about assignment. The high paced way of living, the compeition we faced and the fact that "we don't want to be left behind". Don't you agree? Why can't we take a breather sometimes? Or is it just me?

Am i thinking too much again?