MIA

yesh. missing in action and guilty of it.

It's been an eventful eventful EVENTFUL week. It's my holidays already but I ain't having any free time. Think Tank Meetings is taking half my day from 10-3pm on the average, and I'm jammed packed with activities.

Miss Djie has been sneaking out on daily "scandals", Moonlight Escapades with a guy. Photography. Justin. Enough said. Ooooo. Speak about shedding the guai girl image. I was enjoying it, but it wore me out. I chose 9 out of the many shots and got shot down for my selection today. "Pretentious", "Conventional", "boring", "no, no, no, NO, no, no, NO!", "Classic is too much of a compliment, conventional suits better". OUCH.

Let's see. Last week have been.... pretty much spent with Justin, filming, Think Tank, photographing, Design Students on an outing, learning with exhibitions and experiementation. AND! of course, shopping in Bangkok over the weekend!! GOSH. THE CLOTHES AND PRICES ROCKS. Let me give you a list of what I bought for below $200.

-Converse Sneakers. (Like finally, a proper pair of shoes)
-A suit-like brown jacket (Yea!)
-2 Plain white Tops for $4
-1 white tank top with stuff sewed on it
-Earrings, loads of it.
-Fake Birkenstocks.
-A pair of jeans
-A nice nice nice green skirt!
-An Ambercombie top
-Braclet, really lovely red one for less than a dollar!
-A belt
-Prints on a card!

Back to Think Tank, it's back to the basics. I have this irking feeling that our completed products may not be used afterall. But well.. i guess I've learnt alot so far. And Terence tore more walls down which really makes me wanna implore my mind and create new magic once again. I have to throw Convention out and bring in Style. Had a really mind bogging day today, another got-to-have-tea-with-steph-to-destress day. And, hohohoho, I met "Jek", the new guy in her life. Temporary Approved, on a Long-Term-Probation. That's my verdict, Steph. =) A whole wirlwind of emotions.

Lastly, Australia is stressing me out. The answers you need to give others, aunties, mommies, cousins, arrangements. Why can't I just... do what I want without answering to anyone? Sigh. It just gets more and more complicated. I'm leaving on Sunday and not much's been planned. Tour agent not getting back to me, feeling bad about making trouble for my cousin (and her exams), not doing sufficient research, got to get back to Josh and all, aunty who is pissed with me now. ARGHS!!!!!!

The pretty light in the midst of the dark dark swirl of mess: I'm falling in Love again. =) Thank you, baby for your time and attention. It's been lots of ups and downs, lots of challenges I had to faced and fight myself. Now its a 4 months and counting, a long term relationship we're looking at, I hope. I love you.

hmm.. done. nothing much I can really think of to update. gonna catch some good dvds to "inspire" and "Free" myself.