:'(

Miss djie's been crying.

just heart pain pain.

sometimes it just takes a lot more than myself to try to be myself.

like a great deal more of patience,

and a lot of self convincing.

sometimes i think too much,

I complicate things.

There's just so much going on here,

Sometimes I feel like I don't get heard in this sea of noise.



I have great friends around.

I know, but there's just this something that makes me feel like I've been quite a failure.


Sometimes I know i can't expect too much out of a busy man.

Of a guy I choose to love.


And Oh. It just gets more depressing when you're packed like sardines with people who've done their christmas shopping.

Christmas doesn't feel like its coming.