Saturday, September 04, 2004

Found: Mr Right

I don't know what had happened yesterday. If you can't stand me ranting on about Kevin, then keep your eyes off this entry.

It all just came, the emotions, the feelings, the tears.

In his arms I found security, I found sincerity, I found love. I never felt that way, saying I love you and knowing that I really really mean it. I'm sinking too deep, this relationship is something I can never lose. For the first time, I am so sure, so full of love. Somehow the title Mr Right seems to fit him so well. Radiance and happiness became words I am familiar with. For everything he does, it brings a smile on my face. For everything he is, has become part of me. Words alone don't do justice to the overwhelming, intense emotion I felt yesterday. Just loved. Being loved is probably the greatest feeling of all times, perhaps that's why singers croon nothing but that.

He has evolved to a personality so massive in my life till I can't do without him. Its all combined into one, a friend, a lover, a doting partner, The One. I wasn't sure three weeks ago, but I ain't unsure anymore.

I found a quote in which is parallel to the feeling I have now. I guess I need not explain, need to try to convey to the world how happy I am. There is no need, for those who can't understand how I feel doesn't know how it is to be loved.

"True understanding is deeper in meaning than in mere words and is important for its result, not pretty rhetoric. Those who can verbalize their happiness have little happiness to speak of. My true love has grown so much that I can't tell even half of it in words" - Juliet in "Romeo and Juliet"

I love you Kevin!

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