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So much undone, so much to do.

My 2.5m by 2.5m art piece is due on Friday.

Today is already Wednesday, 30 minutes to Thursday.

Yet I lay here blogging with my eyes half shut.

I'm tired, I'm exhausted.

somebody help me.

So much had happened, so much realisation.



Comments are nothing but words, yet words are known as nothing but deadly weapons.

Words, words and more words I heard, too many a word a day can I ever absorb.

Seriously and confidently, I want to prove all wrong. For the beauty I discovered and the love I found, I thank great heavens for the radiance I found.

I love you and only you. What people say, it doesn't matter. For what goes through their mouth, perhaps it never went through their minds. Comments I never will need, explanation is something I never would do. I love you and only you once more.

Someone feels the way am feeling. Seriously true and profoundly so right. For once again, I felt like no one could ever be tuned. True friends are a speck in the whole million. Where art thou, the speck in a million? She's right, that someone, for I feel like I have let her down time and again. It isn't the first time I question the depth of our friendship, it isn't the first time I wondered why she just won't open, it isn't the first time I wished we would have been closer. Yet again, have I stopped and ponder, a clap takes two hands to thunder?

true friends would stand and support your decision. Be there and cry with you, hold you and lend you their shoulders. Trust is what that is giventh, never once should they try to dictate your decisions. Criticism doesn't come from any true friend, just love and support, suggestions and opinions. That's perhaps my definition of a true blue friend. Have I ever been one?

a few special people care for me out there. Their attention, their love, perhaps something I sometimes neglect. I'm sorry for those who feel they have been taken for granted. I truly am, please give me some time to make up. No comments shall I add, only a simple I do love you joshie and a plead for chance again. My promise is something I never intend to break, I'll still be here, you know who to call for me.